1. I get too comfortable with temporary relief. I will waste hours when I think I am okay financially and then all of a sudden when its not I want to work again, but in fear.
2. I have grown to not like people, I been let down so much because of the stupidity and need for people to be right at any costs that I would rather sit in my home than to talk to anyone other than close family members or my kids. My ex wife reluctantly listen to me, but would always come back with something inappropriate and so I would close down.
3. I need to open up my mouth more, I hate rejection even though when I get comfortable I really have some positive results, I am like one of those prop planes, I putter before I get going.
4. The glass if half full, I need to believe in this totally, I get so freaked out that sometimes I forget that I have a lot going for me and I become empty.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Someone please open my mouth!!!!!!!!!
I am smart, I know more than want to and not enough of what I need to. Here in lies the problem, the difference in being rich and being poor is how much you say about what you have learned. Opening my mouth and selling my dream to someone who is going to buy it. I really need to do more talking and less sole searching.
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