Just plain lazy....

Day by day I know I am getting better, the inner tormoil that wants me to give up, that wants to work, that wants to make myself better, and that wants to say for what. I am whinny today sometimes I get this way, tired of being the strong one all the time. Things are getting better I know, I am not this age because I wanted to, I am this age because God still has a purpose for me and I am not done yet. I really can't wait until things get better and I can play 18 holes of golf without shame again...Right now I am just plain lazy, tomorrow I will do better.